Angry

I have been way to angry to write lately. Angry because MJ is gone, Angry because it is so unfair. Angry because I can't explain this to a 12 year old who wants to know why horrible things happen.

Angry because Buck left us again to go hunting. Austin's birthday and forever family day were both events this weekend. Austin was suppose to go hunting with him but stayed to test for his red belt in Tae kwon do. It was important for him to test and get one step closer to his black belt.

Buck doesn't seem to get that these moments are important. That horrible things happen and we need to be thankful for each day and celebration we have together.

Angry because family can be real jerks and ruin your son's birthday by getting in a screaming match with other family members.

I hate feeling angry.